the final entry. [July 5th, 2004 // 4:29am] [ mood | high ] [ music | Spitalfield - Am I Ready - Wi ] its been a good run but im ready to start over. again. ive been through a lot while i had this journal along with all that stupid drama. relationships formed and relationships ended. i finished high school. the list goes on and on and on..... the point is add my new livejournal ____youcantstop. isnt it so trendy! with the underscores and everything!! okay im proud. ill update in my new one. FRIENDS!!! PLEASE ADD ME!! and goodbye journal, youre free now! 1ha ha // charlie is a whore

[February 5th, 2004 // 3:50pm] [ mood | happy ] FALLOUTBOY HERE I COME BITCH! I KNEW ALL THAT HOPING WOULD DO ME GOOD.!! madeline!! things always work out for me, its just the way things happen 11ha has // charlie is a whore

hmm [February 3rd, 2004 // 9:01pm] [ mood | tired ] man this week really sucks, i have in house suspension. that means that i have to goto school half an hour earlier and do nothing in a classroom until school ends. for four damn days. im gonna go insane by friday. oh well. hopefully on friday i can goto the fallout boy show, i really NEED to go, or my week will be very gayyyy. so please, cross your fingers for me, so that i get those tickets. anyways, i duno really what to write but i really wanna see lion king 1.5! that looks so dope. im really clueless on what to write right now so ill end it here. 6ha has // charlie is a whore

wuzzah [January 20th, 2004 // 1:11am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Conan and Patrick Stewart ] im watching conan and hes soo funny and im talking to tara and it makes me happy. this weekend was fun. on friday i hung out with tara at the mall. she bought me a phone!! oh and everytime i pick it up, i think of how much i needed it. and im so thankful!. she saw me eat a sandwich from the steak escape and then we went to the bookstore and i read her a children story. it was very sweet. it was about a rabbit. it made me go awh. i think it made her go awh too. so we both went awh. we headed over to starbucks and talked. but there were a lot of people there. there was a shortage of chairs. her mom picked her up. a little too soon if you ask me and i walked home. on saturday, i went bowling. too bad that was the worst bowling day ever. everyone played a really bad game. it was okay because after bowling i met up with eunice and olivia and we went and saw kill bill. that makes it my third time watching it. it was still good except when the anime part started i had to go pee. but i decided to wait cuz i didnt wanna get outta my seat and disturb anyone so i had to sit with my legs crossed and wait till the end. i felt like dying. and i was sick and so everytime i coughed, my stomach hurted!. sunday i had band practice. im really happy right now. things are looking up in my life. and i hope you get your license wednesday!! my dad told me he would buy me a car as soon as i got accepted into a college. so im excited about that. oh and you wont fail your final so stop boo-hooing. just study and youll do fine. hearts. 9ha has // charlie is a whore

whatevs [January 8th, 2004 // 12:02am] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | quell - Final Transaction & End Balance ] "If the world that we are forced to accept is false and nothing is true, then everything is possible" i decided that this is what is going under my senior picture. great quote. way better than my lame accomplishments. life has been so great for me these last weeks. ever since i came back from winter retreat i feel like my lifes been changed anew. ive got so many great things going for me now. ive got great god, great friends, great girl, and great life in general. i know i havent been a good friend to some of you guys lately, and im sorry for that. ive just been really busy. and i just need for you to know that i love all youguys. starting tomorrow. the bet is on. no more showers. gross but hey, free movie ticket. as far as shows go, bleeding through/sinai beach is in sight for me, im excited to go. tomorrow, actually today, thursday is my good friend kyle cowards birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BASTARD! i hope i can make it to his party. im sure its gonna be fun. i really hope everyone eles is doing well and if you arent, i hope things turn out better. thats it for now. 15ha has // charlie is a whore

new year [January 1st, 2004 // 12:21pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | bury your dead - 69 times a charm ] so yeah, its jan first. of twothousandandfour and it doesnt really feel any different. except in my motivations to try to become a better person in general. and i guess thats my new years resolution. last night i spent the new years countdown with tara, on the phone. i really wouldnt have had it any other way. it w as nice. i was tired though. yesterday i had come back from a church retreat and it drained me, but energized me at the same time too. my room is seriously such a mess. my resolution for today is to clean it. i think im going to break it though. i want some new shoes. 2ha has // charlie is a whore

update [December 3rd, 2003 // 10:32pm] [ mood | cool ] [ music | Fall Out Boy - Chicago Is Two Years Ago ] so school seems like it will never end and all that really keeps me going is music and friends. the last two weekends i went to throwdown and bury your dead. bury your dead show rocked the td show. i have bruises in all the same places and an extra one on the top of my head! i saw a lot of the same people i see all the time. and i also brian and kyle and jorge. seeing them was cool. i consider them one of my best friends, yet i hardly ever get to see them. i really need to han gout with them and have some band practice. speaking of best friends. its so wierd that i have a few, and that i rarely hang out with them. or maybe it just lately. its not like im busy all the time. its the damn distance. christmas is coming up. yet it doesnt feel like it. maybe the mornings. but its still always hot in the afternoons. that sucks. i want the feeling to come in already. i cant wait till i get some presents (aka money) so i can buy some clothes. i got blood on one of my pants and the other pair ripped at the knee. and my shoes are really torn up. so yeah. presents = bling bling 18ha has // charlie is a whore

my friday night [November 22nd, 2003 // 3:21pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | between the buried and me - reaction ] so we planned this night in advance for i think a month. we were supposed to go watch a movie. kill bill was the movie we wanted to see. instead we saw radio. i ahd to find a ride. i tried to find anyone willing to give me a ride down to palos verdes. unfortunately, it wasnt happening. i decided the only way to get there was by transit. i took the bus all the way down and found myself on hawthorne and indian peak. so i give her a call and she tells me to meet at starbucks. i sit and i see this small figure emerge out of the darkness. it was her! i was excited and at the same time relieved that we found each other. we proceeded to the movies, but i wanted to eat. so we went to rubios. before last night, i had never been there. i ordered a kids meal with a bean and cheese burrito. it was tasty. we played witht he toy that they gave us and i drank rasberry iced tea. so after we headed for the movies and went in forty minutes late. it didnt really matter to me. even tho i eventually got into the movie, that wasnt what i came for. just being with her was okay with me. after the movie ended, we headed to a different starbucks and i didnt even know it was different. we took pictures. well she just took a couple of pictures of me. and one of them is my newly made icon! yeah. then we took the newspaper and did some doodling. then we headed over to the bus stop where we waited for the bus to come so i could go home. we played slide and i won. not once. not twice. but three or four times! but i guess its cuz i looked like a big dork and had my mouth open. then she left and the bus came. overall good night. i enjoyed it and i hope you did too. we gotta have another one. 8ha has // charlie is a whore

right now [November 12th, 2003 // 10:16am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Amity - Paper Rocks Scissors ] its 10 am and im at home because my neck wont let me turn it to the left. it hurts like shit. i think ihave to get it checked out or something. i had to miss a day of school. it couldnt have happened at a worse time because this girl was supposed to give me a slice of strawberry cheesecake!!! i could ALMOST taste it. but yeah. im here watching the wayne brady show sideways and he doesnt make a good show host. hahah. i was watching good day live earlier and they were sayin how jay leno and david letterman are one of the fastest and wittiest people there. i think i can be just as good as them. but i dont know about doing it night after night. black and white tv gets really boring. and i really love the random antics by the family guy. oh yeah. i have compiled a christmas list.so here goes. 1. two pairs of shoes. 2. two pairs of jackets. 3. volume one and two of the family guy. 4. a decent job so i can have some cashflow so i can buy other people presents. the list will continue as i think more. if you guys want to post something you want to have for christmas, feel free to comment. 2ha has // charlie is a whore

change of plans [November 2nd, 2003 // 3:07pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday - Great Romances of the 20th Century - ] so im not gonna be at the show tonight to go see between the buried and me. theyre playing again in december so ill be able to wait. instead ill be going to zao tomorrow with beloved. so my weekend didnt turn out the way i planned. maybe its a little better.... 3ha has // charlie is a whore

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